Hm

Think twice before you speak
Some think stating a fact about another's personality is necessary
So they aren't taken advantage of and look weak
I think the contrary

We may be friends
but there are secrets that are kept
beyond my lens
through the closed door no one knows that you've wept

What someone says can trigger it all
you were already on the edge
those last hurtful words is what made you fall

So maybe the gossip is not needed today
Just think about his or her experience
would you like it if someone treated you that way
but to those who are constantly affected have perseverance.

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Betrayal at your own cost.

As black as your heart
As red as your eyes
managed to be deceived
though it was an obvious disguise

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What to be..

Were friends but you're only here for the benefits
advice from a wise one
don't wear pants that will not fit
I should want someone in my life
someone to share my thoughts with
little girl's dream of being someone's wife
Like their sole purpose it to be a man's gift

I refuse to be a possession
I want to be a possessor
not somebody's reflection
So tired of feeling lesser
If I don't amount to be
or deliver the requirements
that my parents asked of me

voicing your opinion in this world
will have repercussions
being different will trigger your surroundings
to have side discussions

So exit this world
enter my reality
don't pretend with this lost girl
just believe in liberality

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Control

 When I do the opposite of what is considered a norm in this society I don't feel rebellious I feel in control of myself. Everyone wants to be like everyone else. I haven't met someone that I can't compare to anyone else. To find someone who has similar thoughts. Who is not concerned with what another individual wears or what they recently bought. To isolate yourself from the brands. To not bite their tongue but always take a stand. Think outside of the box. Forget the textbook material and be in touch with your own ideas and thoughts.

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Whatever path I took , I chose. Whatever decision I made , I made alone. The feeling of knowing that I owe someone for my success or that I might blame someone for my failures is not wanted. The only way to live freely is  by being free and you're not free when someone is controlling your actions. The actions that are performed are determined by your thoughts. I wonder how I could succeed and still remain me if I'm constantly adjusting myself due to other's opinions. How do you obtain this feeling of success if you can't say that because of I and faith is why I'm here. You should  want to get somewhere by doing it your way and yourself. Patience  is required. I always felt like when you finally set your heart on a dream , the worse obstacles are thrown in your direction. What you do to overcome determines if you deserve it. Nothing comes your way without effort and stress. If you're going to go through the darkness find the light by yourself. Don't rid of your soul. When I say rid of your soul, I don't mean oh my gosh illuminati , selling your soul to the devil bs. I mean the materialistic that we crave  and doing wrong to achieve a status is ridding your soul's purity. Don't cheat. Don't betray . Just work and wait.

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Just the beginning

 This is my first post. A little weird. Majority of my post will consist of good and bad confessions of my inner reflections. Sometimes is might be poetic. I find that poetry is an artistic twisted expression of my emotions. I never just write to write , usually to overcome , release, or to be in touch. In touch with myself. I know it sounds corny, but it's something I do and the more I do it the more doors open within. This is just the beginning.

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