You don't know how to use what you already have but want more.

Soul

 live a secret life.
Where only some others and I  exist.
It's our heaven of heaven's
Our sinful sinister bliss.

It was created because were not accepted where bodily bodies stay
An illusion for the delusional
so that we no longer fray

An escape from the anxiety when interaction is a must.
Were usually put into the corner
and become as  visible as dust.

We don't mind not being seen and prefer no sound.
Anonymity is principle to preserving purity of the soul
in a world where only desire of  power and money is found.

In our world we see souls that have yet to be embodied
Acknowledged that they all differ
Until released into the poison and turn into just copies

That's why we chose the path of isolation.
Fixate on wisdom and knowledge
because the belief of soul transmigration

                                                                                                       
                                                                                                                                                       B.W

The day I'm doing what I want instead of being told is when I know I've truly made it.

Don't lie.

Your story doesn't add up but your karma will.




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I don't watch the news.
I don't listen to radio's music.
I just watch anime, read books and listen to blues.
Good variety.

Do not use violence to see change

I believe

In order to discontinue racism you don't go and put down another race.

Do not make hasty generalizations.

Do not attack your own and do not attack others.

Nothing's changed.

It was on every news
that our rights are being abused
Others saying at least we got a trial
but that doesn't matter when we lose

Now I know were not respected
Human rights are not protected
Every one of us are affected
by the fact that  were still rejected

I stand for

Unity and Anti-violence.

Nothing's changed.

Noted. November 25th 2014. The difference between evidence and emotions.
Noted. Facts and evidence is what is judged not personal opinions.
Noted. Still. Unfair.

Nothing's changed.

Noted. November 25th 2014. Michael Brown's family receives no justice. Cop walks free.

Noted. Black on Black crimes occurs everyday.

Noted. Two different situations.

The news is ether covering lies or it's covering bullshit.



                                                                                                         


                                                                                                                                                           B.W

Men are all dogs
They just bark differently

                                                         



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Update. I give up

First year , literally my worst year.
Got a symbolic tattoo above my breast
 go home to my family to have them tell me in hell is where i'll rest.

Currently so confused,
Can't tell if i'm loved by my loved ones
or if i'm being used

Don't know what I believe in
lost my sense of direction
Reading so much philosophy
It's doing what it's meant to because all I do is question

God's existence, Human nature,
Pass, Present, Future failure
Causing Fear , mental breakdowns
Oh Sky and stars where's my savior ?

On top of that fifteen grand goes to school
Where students including I go to be robots and become a fool
Have food fed to us by an unknown chef
While playing a game that's rigged , you know payed off ref's

If you speak up be prepared to receive multiple  threats
Do as told , become disciplined and you'll receive large checks
Oh but it's all just  a conspiracy
Constantly being mocked turn the truth into a parody

So I've chosen to resign and submit
to my great country and corrupted government i'll commit.
With the help of narcotics to take me on a trip
So i'm not in touch with reality when us new slaves are being whipped



                                                                                                                                                        B.W





                                                                                                                                                     

Went to bed thinking about the one laying next to me
Woke up thinking about the one in a different town.










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Go.
Without fear.
Ignore the strange looks
Only you exist.
They're opinions don't matter.
Nor will they help.
Follow your own guidelines.
You won't get far living by other's people rules.
You'll go far based off of your own experience.

What if A is supposed to be B
You told the mass B was A
Because of fear, disappointment, and uncertainty.
B is B because it's selfish.
It's risky.
So what ?
Why not throw it all away for passion ?
why  not ?

Liar. Liar. Pants on fire.

Think differently.
Don't always side with the majority
Attempt to find holes in every argument presented to you
Believe what you want to believe.
Feel what you want.
Don't lie.
Don't do drugs.
Don't associate with those who are envious and bitter
Go to school but don't become a a disciplined subject
If you don't go to school, read as much as you can
Don't limit yourself
Preserve your body
It's never the end of the world after one mistake
Own a pet
Know how to read and write
Know everything that has your signature on it
Money is not the key.
Nether is denying its existence.




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Give credit.
Credit to God.
Credit to Parents.

Money is an insult and a compliment

                                                                             
           
                                                                                                   
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I'm as lost as everyone's treasure 

                                                                                                                                                           B.W

In the nude

Create art in the nude 

unclothed is when you see the truth.

When there is no fabric to cover the lies

As my hand caresses each scar that reminds us of the people who have entered and left our lives.

The pain and happiness that  came and went

The emotions and energy that we spent

Created a masterpiece of art

by drawing a story of when my life fell apart .

Drawing by : Helena Wierzbicki

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Does good  ever come to the person who plays the fool 

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You do not exist
Just to exist
We are Beings that are meant to Be
There has to be a purpose
This earth was not created for us to just live on
I hope there's a purpose..








                                                                                                                                                   




                                                                                                                                                           B.W

So Is milk good for you or not....or is this another trick to kill us off

No beauty without being within

My Skin

My body

My hair

My eyes

My nose

My lips

Is admired but despised at the same time

The most influential culture that they want to inherit, 

but not completely cross the line

Then they would have the opportunity of dealing with the injustices faced on a daily basis

Just because of my appearance constantly spoken about and looked down upon in so many places

My body is  just a body

My skin is just skin

It's my soul you should judge

ignore what's on the outside and focus on what's within.

Divisions were created within the society

so to treasure my roots and what is natural is what I've been taught

but so much negativity on what were born with that eyelashes , hair, and bleach is being bought

Love yourself

Love all

Short , curvaceous, slim, and  tall

beauty starts from within 

when your soul speaks

to he or she who calls. 

                                                                                             
                                                                                                                                                   

       Art : Adeola                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   B.W

I don't know

Why tell a lie when you knew the truth
was it because you would then have to provide proof
of your senses that your mind chose to  believe
and those senses are the same that deceive

It's complicated into what we are to do
are we here to preserve the earth we live on
so our race can continue

The world turns
The grass grows
The ocean has waves
The wind blows

All this for what..
I still don't know why we exist
Not just to exist

Not to hate
Not to kill
Not to lie
Not to steal

Is it to love
Is it to feel
Is it a show for the being we call " The real "
Whom chooses to keep his presence concealed.
                                                                                                                                                     
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