You've done what would usually take others years to do.

You're too concerned with staying alive , that you're not even living life

Devil in the tree
Throwing fruits at me
There's Demon in the leaves
falling and passing by me.

I walk on every leaf.
I stepped on every apple
My visits in his backyard are always brief
Just enough time to make it back to the chapel

I always pray for Adam and Eve
Apart of me since I was born
Always had a Halo
Always had a Horn

Were so young yet they've convinced us that we are running out of time.
Distracted by money and a clock.
The attempt to survive is time consuming and soon you'll notice that you've done nothing but just live to exist for a time being. Sucks.

Rant

All I see is violence, selfishness and pettiness . Whether it be terrorist attacks, police brutality, white collar crimes , or simple criminals. Everyday in different ways crime is increasing. I have no hope. Every inspiring individual who has made an attempt to change this world, their teachings have disappeared. The light faded. If it's not a physical violent act taking place, hatred is active. Hating someone because of their color, or just for being different. We live among the most selfish, avaricious individuals. Your possessions define you. Not your beliefs or morals. You don't believe in much. You believe in surviving. You will trade and become something your not to do so. How do you survive in this world ? Money. You don't want to be comfortable you want to be rich. You don't want a house , you want mansions. Not just one car you need five. People don't care about other people nowadays.  It's not effecting them so why be aware, is how the majority acts. How many are now growing up and have passion and truly want to bring good into the world. Do you want to invent something to help people or are you inventing it to get money ? You spend all your life just living for you , you missed it. You can't enjoy life alone. I'm nineteen. My problems are small. I'm unhappy though. Not because of my personal problems. I'm unhappy because myself and others are okay. I was okay with constantly discussing ether weight, the party last night, boyfriends, hating school, or someone's hair. Reality hit that I live in place where I can do whatever I want, while kids are being shot at their school in another part of the world. We complain and take stuff for granted. Our problems fixate on insecurities and gossip. I'm ashamed, So I stopped. I'm not saying you shouldn't feel or get emotional when something occurs in your life. You have the right to , but don't act like life is over. As if you can't turn it around. You're broke living where i'm living and you've turned to drug dealing. That's you being lazy. I've become aware of the fact that there are people who deserve to be in our positions and would die to , unfortunately they live where they live, around extremist and such.  In conclusion if you have a house, food, and some type of clothing , Thank God and your parents. If your parents are not the ideal parents, that is okay. Be strong grow up , have a passion , get the grades or fixate on your talent and leave. In other words stop making excuses  and make something of yourself. Everyone has problems but not everyone is lucky enough to know they can wake up the next day and solve it. Some wake up the next and are shot at age 4 if they go and play outside of what they call a home. Grow up stop complaining and do something. Do something not just for yourself but for others. Help. Use your time to create , and better yourself. Don't use your time to be bitter and petty. I'm finished ranting.

There's terrorist groups

There's racist

There's gangs

There's criminals 

There's Government 

There's corruption

There's war 

There's corporations

There's weapons

Problems ..Problems.

Then there's no love. 

I'm not d
e
 e
   p.
I swim in the shallow end.
I can't go d
  e
 e
p
Scared of swimming where I haven't been

What if I
D
 r
 O
 w
   N...

you set off every emotion known to man, that's why I think I love you.

I hate brands. Like who cares ? Product doesn't even matter, it's the brand that gathers attention. It'll be bought just because.

Aha, I believe peppermint tea cures everything. Since I was a little kid. I could get shot and I'd ask for a glass of tea thinking it would be heal my wound.

Beaten.
Bled
Bruised
Scared
Your life's art.

4000 in 4 weeks would be great

When you're not right for someone, but you believe they are right for you.

Everything is okay when your bowing down, it's when you finally decide to speak up for yourself a problem arrives. The irony.








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Memories

I want to videotape and photograph every moment that we share.
Print pictures and hang them everywhere.
In my house, at my job, around school
Could care less if i'm considered weird and uncool

As long as everywhere I go , I always see you.

Ever since we met my body feels lighter.
My life was dark but now as I step my path gets brighter
Everything  I say has been overused
If people from my pass saw me now they'd be confused

You came along and gave me a reason to feel
didn't want emotions because of the pain I suffered but you made it your goal to heal.
You've dedicated your life to me
Everyday you remind me that we were meant to be

You took it upon yourself to be as selfless as you can
recall our first encounter I wasn't the biggest fan
I never thought i'd find a love like this
Never perfect but balanced , a miserable bliss

I'll record the good and the bad
Capture the moments of being happy and sad
You hate the fact that it's on my laptop and my phone
Need a visual of the good I have when i'm alone

You and I will look back at this and cry
Will always have memories of us
so we never actually say goodbye.



                                                                                                                                                       
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Walk alone

Walking alone in this world is scary and painful. When other's don't understand your struggles , your beliefs,and  your passion. You have to understand. You have to believe. It's not about others. Despite the lonely path, it will be worth it. Real individualism. Real control. Real Freedom. Walk alone.

where is the real genuine love nowadays ?

If you have you should give.
Accumulation drains characters and turns you into an avaricious individual.
Money is replaceable.






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Never eat with the devil.That'll be your last supper.









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Annoyed

They worship what we create and make it their own but won't respect us.







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Rise with the sun
I'll rotate with it too.
Sit on the grey
in my room full of blue.
Read what Socrates said
I know nothing either.
Infinite resignation by renouncing it all
Blind faith , true believer
through the temptation , and loneliness I stand tall

Met Death and  Leaked red
My soul went to the blue
My body was finite
Soul infinitude.




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