Always thinking of the aftermath.

Blues wonders

why are my dreams so far from my reality 

makes me wonder if I could ever combine the two 

this wonder makes me so blue

why can I never have peace and silence

makes me wonder if I have to wait until my soul drifts

this wonder makes me assume life isn't filled with much gifts

why is someone always after me after I say goodbye

makes me wonder if I shouldn't speak at all

this wonder makes me believe being social is my downfall

why is it after something good happens, bad must follow ?

makes me wonder if  I should bother to celebrate

this wonder makes me pessimistic and full of hate

why me ?

makes me wonder if God thinks i'm stronger then I appear

this wonder makes me fear

If God thinks i'm so strong what will happen next year...

Art by : Marriane Morris 

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Rationalizing

Got distracted

Overreacted

In the moment

missed a key component

In preparation

for possible reparation

forgot my objective

I can't  be to selective

A little confused

too much energy's been used

just learn to reason

you'll be gone next season 

                                                                                                               

                                                                                                                                                       B.W

Rest in peace David Bowie

Thinking about you losing your mind has me losing mine

Stiffen your upper lip ( Therapy session 2 )

No pity parties

Just thought provoking discussions

Plotting and pondering

on how to deal with my repercussions

Accepting responsibility

Focusing on my main objective

Don't let your failures determine your future

when it comes to words and actions 

may you be more selective

As the days pass and you continue to mope

and do nothing but rely on false hope 

You will fade away into the box you've placed your self in

Stiffen  your upper lip and don't let your doubts win 

I'm not being unrealistic

I have cuddled with emotion

but comfort is an enemy

when it comes to forward motion

Trying to be simplistic 

in a world that is so abstract

Have faith and be rational

do not let your fears or what you hear hold you back 

Because as the days pass and you continue to mope

and do nothing but rely on false hope 

You will fade away into the box you've placed your self in

Stiffen your upper lip and don't let your doubts win 

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Everybody wants to be famous nowadays