Young

I am a lot of things that I don't know the definition of.

Just doing it because

Your silence contains noise
mind is never asleep
meditate to reach altered states
thought you didn't like to get deep

Concentrating on your mental states
hope you get in control
freed from suffering
because your desires were taking a toll

Those readings from class hit you
just don't let the material leave you feeling meaningless
free from ignorance
but now you never experience bliss
all you needed was the gist

Do things for the right reason
in the right state of mind
not having enough knowledge of a practice
can lead to things you don't want to find

Do you believe there is no self?
People's beliefs aren't a trend
better yourself
but don't pretend
be you
because its you at the end

                                                                                                                                                     B.W                                                                                                                                                 

Years later and you still dig yourself into a hole without an escape plan.

Happy Birthday Amy Winehouse

Yourself

I let me feel how I feel
I always hear me out
I'm always on my side
Gave me a shoutout
If not then who else ?
Remember in this world
You're by yourself
Might as well be yourself

Calm without meditation
Wise without your advice
Conversation brings complication
Don't need the same thing said twice

Working on God's creation
That's me
Why would I let someone else work on me ?
When not everything is available for them to see
Another person can't set you free

Don't get lost in another's path
You're not them
You're not too far gone
New plants can grow from a stem

Just be sure too
Let you feel how you feel
Always hear yourself out
Always be on your side
Give yourself a shoutout
If not then who else ?
Remember in this world
You're by yourself
Might as well be yourself


                                                                                                                                                    B.W

Happy Birthday MJ

Imagery

All in my head

That we should wed

Not seasonal

But everlasting

A suffocated Love 

Left gasping 

Copulation

But no relation

A memorable escapade

Still haven't paid 

Drowning in your scent

Paying you instead of my rent 

Pleasure cost

Priorities are lost

But that's fine

Put you and the coke first in line

Deluded until greetings of misery

Facing truths in my registry 

That you never belonged

It’s my fault I was wronged

It was all in my head

That we should wed

We had no relation

Just copulation

You've been paid

That’s why you never stayed

                           
                     
                                                                                                                                                           B.W