I know nothing at all
but watch me take a leap of faith
Just pray I don't fall

Life is a scare
People like to act like they don't but they do care
The thought of failure leaves me shedding  pitiful tears
sitting down wondering where I'll be in 20 years

Hopefully I have the job I wanted
Rather be comfortable then wealthy
rich within then having possessions flaunted
possessions can blind the mind which isn't  healthy

How many friends that are present will be in my future tense
with me attempting to have in depth convos and them on the surface none is what I sense
It's not their fault ignorance is comforting it removes the guilt
but now there missing out on bricks that they needed to have their house built

We should listen to Buddha's knowledge that he kindly gave
that desire is the root of all suffering
but how to ignore what majority of humans crave

I still don't the answer
I know nothing at all
I'll take a leap of faith
knowing that I might fall

If only I could withdraw a couple of hundred bucks
disappear on my skateboard
wearing black vans but carry extra pair of chucks

Head into whatever direction
to an unknown destination
where I could be free and need no protection

Where there was no laws
even though we feel without them
there we be chaos

No media
to influence
and make us feel like we don't meet the criteria

how many feel like they misfit
not able to associate with models and business men
because they have their own individual quick wit

is there a place for us ?
the fact that were considered outcast because we don't think the same
doesn't seem so just

So  escape
be your own hero, form your own law, have your own ideas
wear your own cape

Chiraq

How about no one dies today
How about gang members put their guns away
How about the fact that the innocent  pray for this everyday
How about instead of it pausing it gets worse and it continuously replays

How about even though the government is at fault we take responsibility of ourselves
How about instead of a basketball there be a book on the shelf
How about you stop blaming the fact that you live in the area
just because that's your habitat doesn't necessarily mean you need to fit the criteria

How about you gain independence instead of worrying about being accepted
stop acting like a robot by following everything that is suggested
How about you acknowledge that people don't want to see you succeed
opposite direction of where you want to go  is where they will try to lead

How about the meaning of love in previous generations is not the same today
women want money , and man wants girl with no intellect but likes to play
How about young ones who haven't been parented are now parents themselves
and there children are obsessed with partying and drugs like they know nothing else

How about all of this needs to stop
How about someone had finally chosen they want to live by these guidelines
except she or he lives in Chicago and has been reported shot..

Where to find strength when you've run out of hope
the pain is ongoing , you're not good company and your considering drugs as a way to cope
You're not able to sleep and can't remember how to smile
but can remember the crime you committed the most recent charge added to your file

They look at you in disgust doubt that you'll ever recover
and you look at yourself but can only see the image of your lover
you lay in your bed and take all of the blame
feeling that you should have been submissive and give your partner full control to tame

you call and beg for a second chance making promises unaware of whether they will be kept
but you'll say whatever is right to get back in the position even if once again you get left
then you find out that your partner has moved on
after all the years that was devoted to this relationship every brick used to build that house is long gone

but your partner wants to continue to speak because there are issues that are unresolved
wants to keep you in their world and be entertained even though they are already involved
my aren't people so selfish always thinking  of their own needs
How is one able to walk in this garden and just be careless and plant random seeds

but this is what people call love right ?
where your morals go missing and your dreams leave your sight
all for one who says and claim
after the word is said to you life will never be the same

                                                                                                                                             
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In the wilderness
haven't eaten for days
here's come the temptress
pursuing me in  many ways

I trained my eyes to see rust
when shown Gold
therefore I will never lust
and you can't have my soul

He quoted from the bible
turns out the same guy wasn't reliable
then I'm opposed and considered evil when I put the Christianity religion on trial
If I'm sent to hell for doing good but not following tradition then everyone is corrupt and in denial

I'm so tired of being conditioned from this society
told I'm doing wrong when I attempt to show creativity
My ideas are original I'm a genius but they want me to be a prodigy
A degree doesn't validate or measure your mentality
people think so, no one wonder why there jobless and end up homeless on the street

with no food or shoes to put on their feet
but they want to kill you off they allow poverty
due to a belief that the world is over populated
with the technology that exist now , those theories should be outdated

Should be but shan't
My ideas are straight but slant
because If I had the power to make a change
would I become corrupt or stay within my range

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