Train of thoughts

The art within

and within art is sin
Bible says it's because of Adam and Eve
sometimes I wonder if I were offered the fruit would I take or it leave

Sometimes I wonder why it's hard to do right
how we fade and blend with the shadows when we were birthed in the light
Sometimes I create theories in hopes someone can prove them wrong
Sometimes Hope makes the path seem short when in reality it's long

Sometimes we purposely convince ourselves were weak when were strong
Pity and dwell on the pass stay in a mood and pick the perfect sad song
That's us allowing ourselves to be controlled by our emotions
emotion aren't innate were a sea and if we want waves we put them in motion

Sometimes I weigh
the balance of evil and good
to see which side I'm leaning towards so that I could stray
if only I actually could

what do the scientist mean we can't access all of our brain
then I wonder who's the traffic cop up there that keeps all the cells in their lane

Sometimes there are times when I feel soulless
wondering what could replenish my soul and bring back the wholeness
possibly my existence when I complete my purpose

Sometimes I wonder what was written
and why I've yet to read
and where the book lays and if it's been hidden from me

Just a train of thought
I hate what I think
and though proven it can be ignored I feel like it still can't be fought








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