Free of Conscience

From where I sit I believe I can see afar
Identify wise men faces with each star
The one's words that I choose to follow
As I walk down this path and my heart becomes more hollow

My body's losing it's senses
Becoming more weak as it passes through pass, present and future tenses
My list is starting to shorten
No goals on the paper to be accomplished
as if my life is becoming unimportant

I'm starting to lose my way
as if I was heading in a certain direction
as I face trials while being lost
i'm noticing my imperfections

I'm starting to recollect
what my soul already knew
ask the right questions and you'd see you have the answer
but that knowledge is only known to few

I left a piece of candy on the path every step of the way
I go and retrace my tracks and reflect on each moment everyday
Like why was this said ? Why was this done ?
Unnecessary stress I cause for myself by dwelling in the darkness under the sun

I'm Just trying to cultivate my conscience
instead of my conscience creating me
beware of  being guilt tripped
or to be honest from my conscience sometimes I want to be free

I just feel lost
I always feel bad
about yesterday , today , the day after
no promises of signs that show a happily ever after

I want to be free
Free from what proves i'm human

                                                                                                                                                            B.W