mockery of my love

When I need you here the most, where are you ?
I'm On my way.

You always leave after the job is done.
Fine i'll stay.

Why don't you express how you feel ?
Because I don't

How do I know you'll never leave ?
I just won't

How could you love me ?
I just do

I hate myself..
That's a phase we've all been through.

Is what we have real ?
Is the sky blue ?

Are you ever serious ?
I rather comedy then drama.

Why don't we ever go out ?
what's out there but lies

You're too much of a conspiracy theorist
Hm I try

Were too different
Should we be alike ?

I can't even define us
Good that means were not a norm

I just want to shine
I prefer the storm

I don't understand
I don't think were meant too

What are you talking about
we will never know  the truth but will always be given a clue

This is what I mean
You complain a lot

I have reason too
no individual should choose wars they know can't be fought

So I shouldn't speak on how I feel ?
Is what you feel always right  ?