Machiavelli is twisted but smart.

Swallowed by the Sea

I wore a black cape as I drowned in my red
Sometimes I think of possibilities and where the outcomes could have led

Everything is done in the spur of the moment

I never think it through
I don't walk on the beach
I get swallowed by the blue
I don't wear a safety jacket
I like to get to the bottom of the sea
That's how I've been swimming
My personal philosophy

I hate it when my feet is in the sand
everything I built there
gets touched by another's hand

But I can't be found when I cross over to the deep end

I'm all alone
in the underworld with sea creatures and Gods
as they determine my karma
I hear demons screams and sobs
I'm not a saint I can't escape the cycle of life
and head to nirvana
I'm on and off with narcotics , sex and
 forget my Buddhism teachings of Theravada

I wore a black cape as I drowned in my red
Sometimes I think of possibilities and where the outcomes could have led
Before I'm swallowed by the sea , reincarnated and the old me is dead

Art : CreevesAbud

                                                               
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Why don't Buddhist understand that their  desire of reaching enlightenment or nirvana , and having knowledge is showing that they have a self ? It's within human nature to want to know something. That is a desire. If desiring is the cause of suffering , and suffering derives from self , the Buddhist have a self because they desire knowledge , nirvana, and enlightenment. You've given yourself a goal and live by strict rules and teaching to get somewhere you WANT to be.

Who sells gold for silver ?





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Indifferent Obsession

I'm obsessed with the denial of my obsession of you
I tell myself the constant want of conversation is simply because the relationship is new
You're the first to not write the answer to my questions on the board
We play hangman
so i'm always searching and never  bored

I time my response to every message received
I speak less but with more charm so every word is believed
I make sure that i'm sure to never act first
Let you fill my bottle with water so you never see my thirst

I don't know what's compelling
You're character is hidden
but the fruit that attracts the most is the one that is forbidden

But I'm no Adam and you're no eve
No snake is present to tempt
it's my eyes that deceive

God forgive me for I sin the deadly called lust
but I desire that you desire me
you're unemotional emotional presence is a must

Art by: Tom acevedo


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So silly of me to wait for you.

Once Pure..

I had a cross
I had a bible
I had a God

I was pure
I was ambitious
As I walked with my rod

I would pray
I would eat
I would sleep


It was all fine until
I left the dessert
to work in the city

I saw reality
I saw lies
I saw evil

It was the institutions
It was the Government
It was the people

I tried to fight
I tried to hide
I tried to run

but I was caught and all the seven deadly sins got inside of me and became one.

Art by:  Shirley Helton                                                                                                                                                                                      
                                                                     

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