My soul is blues and my mind is jazzed.

                                                                                                                                                     

                                                                                                                                                           B.W

I don't believe in love
Yet I repeat the words to him
Monogamy is unnatural
but for you my bird house will remain sacred , no more seeds to attract the birds in

Sin is the cigarette you don't want to smoke
But it's an addiction we can't escape and we all have taken a toke

I don't know where i'm going with this
or where this is going with me
but I see me going
but where i'm going I don't see

I watched a movie that said life is like walking in the rain
Grab an umbrella or just get wet
But God is in  the rain
so I leave my skin bare for something that is destined but I don't expect

I never know how to end something that is just beginning
or why what is beginning must end
like our lives
from harsh diseases, and other physiological issues we continuously have to fend

But I keep going ..and going.

Not everyone is offered a ripe a fruit.

Free of Conscience

From where I sit I believe I can see afar
Identify wise men faces with each star
The one's words that I choose to follow
As I walk down this path and my heart becomes more hollow

My body's losing it's senses
Becoming more weak as it passes through pass, present and future tenses
My list is starting to shorten
No goals on the paper to be accomplished
as if my life is becoming unimportant

I'm starting to lose my way
as if I was heading in a certain direction
as I face trials while being lost
i'm noticing my imperfections

I'm starting to recollect
what my soul already knew
ask the right questions and you'd see you have the answer
but that knowledge is only known to few

I left a piece of candy on the path every step of the way
I go and retrace my tracks and reflect on each moment everyday
Like why was this said ? Why was this done ?
Unnecessary stress I cause for myself by dwelling in the darkness under the sun

I'm Just trying to cultivate my conscience
instead of my conscience creating me
beware of  being guilt tripped
or to be honest from my conscience sometimes I want to be free

I just feel lost
I always feel bad
about yesterday , today , the day after
no promises of signs that show a happily ever after

I want to be free
Free from what proves i'm human

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Soulless Chaos

Not all the flowers in the garden will bloom
As you walk in this life you'll soon come to see that you won't be fed by the spoon
Things that come easy Will be easily gone
Just remember that when desire  tempts you to do wrong

The sun is shining because the moon is elsewhere
Brave individuals but we all have moments of fear
but then there's a choice to be made
To fight the war against yourself or choose to evade
The problems on problems ,one after another
shot on a Monday, used Tuesday to recover
Police brutality
battered now bruised
oops once again they forgot to put the truth  on the news

X said blood must be shed for a revolution
Pointless deaths in the projects or underdeveloped countries seems to be the solution
It doesn't seem just
So Protest ,  write letters, donate are  all factors that are a must

They say were all one
Then how did we get divided
Expect those who are mistreated to bow down or run
They have pride despite the fact that it might cost them they're lives they went ahead and rioted
So the swat team sparks fireworks, or uses to tear gas and had them  quieted .

All the violence, From wanting power, To have money, To have control
Oh where are your souls ?
When did you become soulless ?
Those with no Souls cause Chaos

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Blood is spilled
Lies are told
Head is filled
with false information that is sold
through the news

What of the truth

Gullible generation
Avaricious individuals
 Media, Military, corporations and Government
the foundation of our great Nation

All to control

I pray our souls are freed
How many must we lose
How much more will have to bleed
To survive in this world must we become immune to abuse

When will everyone see the truth

Man who wants to be in power
Must  be dominant over others
Societies are conditioned
So that individuals are disciplined.
All done through institutions
but you can't see the truth
because you do as your told and rewarded as good students

Reality

I'm glad you have no place in my puzzle

 not the missing piece to make it complete

write it to make my  approach more subtle

because in person I fear i'd be to bleak

They say forgive and forget

A saying I Chose to ignore and reject

 your actions would be  repeated 

then where's the lesson that you've learned 

morals that you needed 

after many bridges have been burned

now someone else will have their turn

And I wasn't that someone else

so I went on to someone else

before committing to another 

should have been comfortable with yourself

but we jumped  before we knew the distance of the fall 

The same person I jumped for is the same person who I always ignore when they call

There was a feeling at the beginning when I chose to go left instead of right

Just wanted to give it a  chance and give the relationship all of my might 

When I was with you The sun was settled but my days were dark

But started seeing rainbows and gold in my pot when we were apart

It just wasn't meant to be 

My soul doesn't have a mate

Infatuation doesn't allow your eyes to see

but gives you illusions of why you think this is fate

But a candle doesn't always stay lit

You're flowers will eventually die

We just need to accept reality

don't be a slave to your emotions , understand and don't cry. 

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