You've done what would usually take others years to do.

You're too concerned with staying alive , that you're not even living life

Devil in the tree
Throwing fruits at me
There's Demon in the leaves
falling and passing by me.

I walk on every leaf.
I stepped on every apple
My visits in his backyard are always brief
Just enough time to make it back to the chapel

I always pray for Adam and Eve
Apart of me since I was born
Always had a Halo
Always had a Horn

Were so young yet they've convinced us that we are running out of time.
Distracted by money and a clock.
The attempt to survive is time consuming and soon you'll notice that you've done nothing but just live to exist for a time being. Sucks.

Rant

All I see is violence, selfishness and pettiness . Whether it be terrorist attacks, police brutality, white collar crimes , or simple criminals. Everyday in different ways crime is increasing. I have no hope. Every inspiring individual who has made an attempt to change this world, their teachings have disappeared. The light faded. If it's not a physical violent act taking place, hatred is active. Hating someone because of their color, or just for being different. We live among the most selfish, avaricious individuals. Your possessions define you. Not your beliefs or morals. You don't believe in much. You believe in surviving. You will trade and become something your not to do so. How do you survive in this world ? Money. You don't want to be comfortable you want to be rich. You don't want a house , you want mansions. Not just one car you need five. People don't care about other people nowadays.  It's not effecting them so why be aware, is how the majority acts. How many are now growing up and have passion and truly want to bring good into the world. Do you want to invent something to help people or are you inventing it to get money ? You spend all your life just living for you , you missed it. You can't enjoy life alone. I'm nineteen. My problems are small. I'm unhappy though. Not because of my personal problems. I'm unhappy because myself and others are okay. I was okay with constantly discussing ether weight, the party last night, boyfriends, hating school, or someone's hair. Reality hit that I live in place where I can do whatever I want, while kids are being shot at their school in another part of the world. We complain and take stuff for granted. Our problems fixate on insecurities and gossip. I'm ashamed, So I stopped. I'm not saying you shouldn't feel or get emotional when something occurs in your life. You have the right to , but don't act like life is over. As if you can't turn it around. You're broke living where i'm living and you've turned to drug dealing. That's you being lazy. I've become aware of the fact that there are people who deserve to be in our positions and would die to , unfortunately they live where they live, around extremist and such.  In conclusion if you have a house, food, and some type of clothing , Thank God and your parents. If your parents are not the ideal parents, that is okay. Be strong grow up , have a passion , get the grades or fixate on your talent and leave. In other words stop making excuses  and make something of yourself. Everyone has problems but not everyone is lucky enough to know they can wake up the next day and solve it. Some wake up the next and are shot at age 4 if they go and play outside of what they call a home. Grow up stop complaining and do something. Do something not just for yourself but for others. Help. Use your time to create , and better yourself. Don't use your time to be bitter and petty. I'm finished ranting.

There's terrorist groups

There's racist

There's gangs

There's criminals 

There's Government 

There's corruption

There's war 

There's corporations

There's weapons

Problems ..Problems.

Then there's no love. 

I'm not d
e
 e
   p.
I swim in the shallow end.
I can't go d
  e
 e
p
Scared of swimming where I haven't been

What if I
D
 r
 O
 w
   N...

you set off every emotion known to man, that's why I think I love you.

I hate brands. Like who cares ? Product doesn't even matter, it's the brand that gathers attention. It'll be bought just because.

Aha, I believe peppermint tea cures everything. Since I was a little kid. I could get shot and I'd ask for a glass of tea thinking it would be heal my wound.

Beaten.
Bled
Bruised
Scared
Your life's art.

4000 in 4 weeks would be great

When you're not right for someone, but you believe they are right for you.

Everything is okay when your bowing down, it's when you finally decide to speak up for yourself a problem arrives. The irony.








                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              B.W

Memories

I want to videotape and photograph every moment that we share.
Print pictures and hang them everywhere.
In my house, at my job, around school
Could care less if i'm considered weird and uncool

As long as everywhere I go , I always see you.

Ever since we met my body feels lighter.
My life was dark but now as I step my path gets brighter
Everything  I say has been overused
If people from my pass saw me now they'd be confused

You came along and gave me a reason to feel
didn't want emotions because of the pain I suffered but you made it your goal to heal.
You've dedicated your life to me
Everyday you remind me that we were meant to be

You took it upon yourself to be as selfless as you can
recall our first encounter I wasn't the biggest fan
I never thought i'd find a love like this
Never perfect but balanced , a miserable bliss

I'll record the good and the bad
Capture the moments of being happy and sad
You hate the fact that it's on my laptop and my phone
Need a visual of the good I have when i'm alone

You and I will look back at this and cry
Will always have memories of us
so we never actually say goodbye.



                                                                                                                                                       
                                                                                                                                                         B.W

Walk alone

Walking alone in this world is scary and painful. When other's don't understand your struggles , your beliefs,and  your passion. You have to understand. You have to believe. It's not about others. Despite the lonely path, it will be worth it. Real individualism. Real control. Real Freedom. Walk alone.

where is the real genuine love nowadays ?

If you have you should give.
Accumulation drains characters and turns you into an avaricious individual.
Money is replaceable.






                                                                                                                                                           B.W

Never eat with the devil.That'll be your last supper.









                                                                                                                                                           B.W

Annoyed

They worship what we create and make it their own but won't respect us.







                                                                                                                                                         B.W

Rise with the sun
I'll rotate with it too.
Sit on the grey
in my room full of blue.
Read what Socrates said
I know nothing either.
Infinite resignation by renouncing it all
Blind faith , true believer
through the temptation , and loneliness I stand tall

Met Death and  Leaked red
My soul went to the blue
My body was finite
Soul infinitude.




                                                                                                                                                          B.W

You don't know how to use what you already have but want more.

Soul

 live a secret life.
Where only some others and I  exist.
It's our heaven of heaven's
Our sinful sinister bliss.

It was created because were not accepted where bodily bodies stay
An illusion for the delusional
so that we no longer fray

An escape from the anxiety when interaction is a must.
Were usually put into the corner
and become as  visible as dust.

We don't mind not being seen and prefer no sound.
Anonymity is principle to preserving purity of the soul
in a world where only desire of  power and money is found.

In our world we see souls that have yet to be embodied
Acknowledged that they all differ
Until released into the poison and turn into just copies

That's why we chose the path of isolation.
Fixate on wisdom and knowledge
because the belief of soul transmigration

                                                                                                       
                                                                                                                                                       B.W

The day I'm doing what I want instead of being told is when I know I've truly made it.

Don't lie.

Your story doesn't add up but your karma will.




                                                                                                                                                           B.W

I don't watch the news.
I don't listen to radio's music.
I just watch anime, read books and listen to blues.
Good variety.

Do not use violence to see change

I believe

In order to discontinue racism you don't go and put down another race.

Do not make hasty generalizations.

Do not attack your own and do not attack others.

Nothing's changed.

It was on every news
that our rights are being abused
Others saying at least we got a trial
but that doesn't matter when we lose

Now I know were not respected
Human rights are not protected
Every one of us are affected
by the fact that  were still rejected

I stand for

Unity and Anti-violence.

Nothing's changed.

Noted. November 25th 2014. The difference between evidence and emotions.
Noted. Facts and evidence is what is judged not personal opinions.
Noted. Still. Unfair.

Nothing's changed.

Noted. November 25th 2014. Michael Brown's family receives no justice. Cop walks free.

Noted. Black on Black crimes occurs everyday.

Noted. Two different situations.

The news is ether covering lies or it's covering bullshit.



                                                                                                         


                                                                                                                                                           B.W

Men are all dogs
They just bark differently

                                                         



                                                                                                                                                           B.W                                                                                          

Update. I give up

First year , literally my worst year.
Got a symbolic tattoo above my breast
 go home to my family to have them tell me in hell is where i'll rest.

Currently so confused,
Can't tell if i'm loved by my loved ones
or if i'm being used

Don't know what I believe in
lost my sense of direction
Reading so much philosophy
It's doing what it's meant to because all I do is question

God's existence, Human nature,
Pass, Present, Future failure
Causing Fear , mental breakdowns
Oh Sky and stars where's my savior ?

On top of that fifteen grand goes to school
Where students including I go to be robots and become a fool
Have food fed to us by an unknown chef
While playing a game that's rigged , you know payed off ref's

If you speak up be prepared to receive multiple  threats
Do as told , become disciplined and you'll receive large checks
Oh but it's all just  a conspiracy
Constantly being mocked turn the truth into a parody

So I've chosen to resign and submit
to my great country and corrupted government i'll commit.
With the help of narcotics to take me on a trip
So i'm not in touch with reality when us new slaves are being whipped



                                                                                                                                                        B.W





                                                                                                                                                     

Went to bed thinking about the one laying next to me
Woke up thinking about the one in a different town.










                                                                                                                                                      B.W

Go.
Without fear.
Ignore the strange looks
Only you exist.
They're opinions don't matter.
Nor will they help.
Follow your own guidelines.
You won't get far living by other's people rules.
You'll go far based off of your own experience.

What if A is supposed to be B
You told the mass B was A
Because of fear, disappointment, and uncertainty.
B is B because it's selfish.
It's risky.
So what ?
Why not throw it all away for passion ?
why  not ?

Liar. Liar. Pants on fire.

Think differently.
Don't always side with the majority
Attempt to find holes in every argument presented to you
Believe what you want to believe.
Feel what you want.
Don't lie.
Don't do drugs.
Don't associate with those who are envious and bitter
Go to school but don't become a a disciplined subject
If you don't go to school, read as much as you can
Don't limit yourself
Preserve your body
It's never the end of the world after one mistake
Own a pet
Know how to read and write
Know everything that has your signature on it
Money is not the key.
Nether is denying its existence.




                                                                                                                                                           B.W

Give credit.
Credit to God.
Credit to Parents.

Money is an insult and a compliment

                                                                             
           
                                                                                                   
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I'm as lost as everyone's treasure 

                                                                                                                                                           B.W

In the nude

Create art in the nude 

unclothed is when you see the truth.

When there is no fabric to cover the lies

As my hand caresses each scar that reminds us of the people who have entered and left our lives.

The pain and happiness that  came and went

The emotions and energy that we spent

Created a masterpiece of art

by drawing a story of when my life fell apart .

Drawing by : Helena Wierzbicki

                                                                                                                                                      B.W

Does good  ever come to the person who plays the fool 

                                                                                                                                                           B.W

You do not exist
Just to exist
We are Beings that are meant to Be
There has to be a purpose
This earth was not created for us to just live on
I hope there's a purpose..








                                                                                                                                                   




                                                                                                                                                           B.W

So Is milk good for you or not....or is this another trick to kill us off

No beauty without being within

My Skin

My body

My hair

My eyes

My nose

My lips

Is admired but despised at the same time

The most influential culture that they want to inherit, 

but not completely cross the line

Then they would have the opportunity of dealing with the injustices faced on a daily basis

Just because of my appearance constantly spoken about and looked down upon in so many places

My body is  just a body

My skin is just skin

It's my soul you should judge

ignore what's on the outside and focus on what's within.

Divisions were created within the society

so to treasure my roots and what is natural is what I've been taught

but so much negativity on what were born with that eyelashes , hair, and bleach is being bought

Love yourself

Love all

Short , curvaceous, slim, and  tall

beauty starts from within 

when your soul speaks

to he or she who calls. 

                                                                                             
                                                                                                                                                   

       Art : Adeola                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   B.W

I don't know

Why tell a lie when you knew the truth
was it because you would then have to provide proof
of your senses that your mind chose to  believe
and those senses are the same that deceive

It's complicated into what we are to do
are we here to preserve the earth we live on
so our race can continue

The world turns
The grass grows
The ocean has waves
The wind blows

All this for what..
I still don't know why we exist
Not just to exist

Not to hate
Not to kill
Not to lie
Not to steal

Is it to love
Is it to feel
Is it a show for the being we call " The real "
Whom chooses to keep his presence concealed.
                                                                                                                                                     
                                                                                                                                                        B.W

Leave

The world only moves when you put it in motion.

I'm only alive because of my soul.

Unity of my body and mind

Makes it hard to hear you which is why I can't find.

I need to leave this sinful invisible , formless  earth.

Help me leave

I don't want the money on the trees

I don't want to possess the honey that attracts all the bees

I don't care for my desires

Not interested in the product or the buyers

I swear , I don't even read the flyers

I've recognized the lies

Told by those with lifeless eyes

Consumed by darkness I hear the souls cries

I always avoid

I know what's man made can't fill the void

Its just weapons in this world that are deployed 

I need to leave

Promise after i'm old and birth children to continue my legacy

After my purpose to change the world  is achieved 

That you'll come for me. 

BlueBird

Why do you mock me ?
Why do you mock my pain ?
No one no longer shows sympathy.
My troubles are used to entertain.

What of humanity ?
Do people no longer feel ?

Always side with the majority.
Being a leader no longer appeals.

What of love in this world ?
Is it still the language known to all ?
Means nothing to boys and girls
Ether they don't believe or they're resistant to fall

Who is to help us ?
When those who are in charge lie.
The being above hasn't answered
but watches me cry.

I could use a hand
from a visible or invisible friend
I could use some wise words
To set me free as a bluebird



 Art : Melanie Fain                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               B.W

Something or someone  help me pull through
My sky has been red
full of dead bodies
Can you please make it blue
and please put the stars back.

mockery of my love

When I need you here the most, where are you ?
I'm On my way.

You always leave after the job is done.
Fine i'll stay.

Why don't you express how you feel ?
Because I don't

How do I know you'll never leave ?
I just won't

How could you love me ?
I just do

I hate myself..
That's a phase we've all been through.

Is what we have real ?
Is the sky blue ?

Are you ever serious ?
I rather comedy then drama.

Why don't we ever go out ?
what's out there but lies

You're too much of a conspiracy theorist
Hm I try

Were too different
Should we be alike ?

I can't even define us
Good that means were not a norm

I just want to shine
I prefer the storm

I don't understand
I don't think were meant too

What are you talking about
we will never know  the truth but will always be given a clue

This is what I mean
You complain a lot

I have reason too
no individual should choose wars they know can't be fought

So I shouldn't speak on how I feel ?
Is what you feel always right  ?

Day of opposites

New beginnings
Just to end
Nothing is forever
Why do we continue to pretend

I feel as If I  haven't lived
So what's the point of going on
To do right , to do right
Maybe I'm in need of a little wrong

A day for opposites
Lies for the truths
Bad for the good
Experience my youth
Perfection should not always be required
Tired of practicing what they preach in the choir
In need of a day for opposites
The opposite of my life

My nose in my books everyday
No understanding of the world
Into a conditioned society I play
Such a banal little girl

Forget about the promises I made
Live on the dark side
Rules are placed to restrict
because of those who I truly I am is what I hide


Be outside instead of in
Allow myself to get loose
Stop thinking about sin
A little more booze

Be outside instead of in
Allow myself  to lose
Instead of thinking I always need to win

A day for opposites
Lies for the truths
Bad for the good
Experience my youth
Perfection should not always be required
Tired of practicing what they preach in the choir
In need of a day for opposites
The opposite of my life


                                                                                                                                                       B.W

Today might be the day , I experience true pain...yay

                               

                                                                             

                                                                                                                                                           B.W

I have dark thoughts everyday.

Everyday someone hurts me.

I want to hurt them but I can't

A barrier that's been place there by who..

Inside i'm dark

Outside I find light

                                                                                                                                                       B.W

All you

Forget about your looks

Focus on your soul

for the money don't become a crook 

let your passion put lucky charms into your bowl 

Life is too short

To be chasing what's man made

Pain last too long

but you're art will make a difference and you'll be thanked for what you gave

Everything comes and go

Except the picture that you drew

and the words that you wrote

Looked at, read, remembered and the whole world grew

That was all you

Look at what you've done

You're art changed a man, woman, daughter and a son

That was all you

Art by : Jennifer Cacaci


                                                                                                                                                        B.W

Clueless into why beings feel the need that they must be above one another instead of equal. 

Created a hierarchy that need not exist. 

The hatred among our sisters and brothers is everlasting prepare for the sequel 

Seems as if love is at the bottom and power is at the top of our list 

                                                                                                                                                          B.W

Note everything.

The more I reflect and write 

The more I uncover and tell stories of what will happen in my life. 

                                                                                                                                                           BW

Art by : Sabrina McGowens

Is anything real ?
Everything seems fake.
Has the truth been spoken ?
Or am I still to wait ?

All the violence is getting worst
Go ahead and  disagree
There's about to be a war
Soldiers die to be free

Forget what is taught
How do we know that its true
I just learned from our interpretations we build symbolic figures
from that religion came out of the blue

Still believe there's heaven
Still believe in Jehovah
there has to be side for good
where the ignorant cant come over

Is anything real ?
Or is everything fake ?
Should I search for the truth ?
Be ignorant and just wait.

Never chase the ice cream truck

The existence of the very thing I denied , i'm finally experiencing.

You have nothing to offer, so I have nothing to give.

The words forever and perfect should not exist.

Update

I associate drawings with my poems that relate. The image along with words gives the full effect of the emotion that should be felt. Visual and written art.  I will be sure to credit the artist of each drawing from now on. My poetry is a little different now. My ocean has officially changed currents. I'm going to make the attempt to actually understand poetry. The techniques and such. In the beginning I was simply just writing and rhyming whatever came to mind. Now I want to take more of a creative approach of sharing my inner thoughts by using the techniques. I hope to exploit the actual beauty of poetry that comes from within. Some poems may be short. Some might not rhyme. As of recently it's just been a couple of sentences. As long as whatever is written resonates with you that is truly art.

The desire to be hurt  so that I know I still feel. 

                                                                                                                                                         

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Drawing by : Hi 

Published : Konahrtist

Empty Kingdom

Autumn

                                              A new beginning but the same ending.
                                        I'll fall in Autumn, then pick up my feet and
                                                     walk on  leaves from my past.
                                                           

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                                                      The unintentional intention.

                         Sinister thoughts that escaped my mind and were conducted.

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I haven't seen myself in a while

Opposite

Distract me from my thoughts.
Speak on the ifs instead of nots.
Speak on the sun and not the moon
Rather the daylight instead of gloom
It's simple just do the opposite

I could use you
the way everyone uses everyone like a trade
Oh you made the sky blue
and i'm the one who brings the cloud to rain on your parade

Wish I could do the opposite

In the drawing I did of hell
you found heaven
with the words for my poetry I used to spell
you found beauty you never lessened
Thanks, you did the opposite

Wish I could have removed cuts
before they turned into scars
We were always trapped in a cell
but had knowledge to get through the bars
Now it's just the opposite

Kept you around as if you were a means to an end
when you needed help I felt my time was to precious to lend
Wanted my time when you had spare
Felt you were being needy but all you wanted was for me to show I care
I should have done the opposite.

Now you and I are the opposite

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                                                 My soul is blues and my mind is jazzed.

                                                                                                                                                     

                                                                                                                                                           B.W

I don't believe in love
Yet I repeat the words to him
Monogamy is unnatural
but for you my bird house will remain sacred , no more seeds to attract the birds in

Sin is the cigarette you don't want to smoke
But it's an addiction we can't escape and we all have taken a toke

I don't know where i'm going with this
or where this is going with me
but I see me going
but where i'm going I don't see

I watched a movie that said life is like walking in the rain
Grab an umbrella or just get wet
But God is in  the rain
so I leave my skin bare for something that is destined but I don't expect

I never know how to end something that is just beginning
or why what is beginning must end
like our lives
from harsh diseases, and other physiological issues we continuously have to fend

But I keep going ..and going.

Not everyone is offered a ripe a fruit.

Free of Conscience

From where I sit I believe I can see afar
Identify wise men faces with each star
The one's words that I choose to follow
As I walk down this path and my heart becomes more hollow

My body's losing it's senses
Becoming more weak as it passes through pass, present and future tenses
My list is starting to shorten
No goals on the paper to be accomplished
as if my life is becoming unimportant

I'm starting to lose my way
as if I was heading in a certain direction
as I face trials while being lost
i'm noticing my imperfections

I'm starting to recollect
what my soul already knew
ask the right questions and you'd see you have the answer
but that knowledge is only known to few

I left a piece of candy on the path every step of the way
I go and retrace my tracks and reflect on each moment everyday
Like why was this said ? Why was this done ?
Unnecessary stress I cause for myself by dwelling in the darkness under the sun

I'm Just trying to cultivate my conscience
instead of my conscience creating me
beware of  being guilt tripped
or to be honest from my conscience sometimes I want to be free

I just feel lost
I always feel bad
about yesterday , today , the day after
no promises of signs that show a happily ever after

I want to be free
Free from what proves i'm human

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Soulless Chaos

Not all the flowers in the garden will bloom
As you walk in this life you'll soon come to see that you won't be fed by the spoon
Things that come easy Will be easily gone
Just remember that when desire  tempts you to do wrong

The sun is shining because the moon is elsewhere
Brave individuals but we all have moments of fear
but then there's a choice to be made
To fight the war against yourself or choose to evade
The problems on problems ,one after another
shot on a Monday, used Tuesday to recover
Police brutality
battered now bruised
oops once again they forgot to put the truth  on the news

X said blood must be shed for a revolution
Pointless deaths in the projects or underdeveloped countries seems to be the solution
It doesn't seem just
So Protest ,  write letters, donate are  all factors that are a must

They say were all one
Then how did we get divided
Expect those who are mistreated to bow down or run
They have pride despite the fact that it might cost them they're lives they went ahead and rioted
So the swat team sparks fireworks, or uses to tear gas and had them  quieted .

All the violence, From wanting power, To have money, To have control
Oh where are your souls ?
When did you become soulless ?
Those with no Souls cause Chaos

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Blood is spilled
Lies are told
Head is filled
with false information that is sold
through the news

What of the truth

Gullible generation
Avaricious individuals
 Media, Military, corporations and Government
the foundation of our great Nation

All to control

I pray our souls are freed
How many must we lose
How much more will have to bleed
To survive in this world must we become immune to abuse

When will everyone see the truth

Man who wants to be in power
Must  be dominant over others
Societies are conditioned
So that individuals are disciplined.
All done through institutions
but you can't see the truth
because you do as your told and rewarded as good students

Reality

I'm glad you have no place in my puzzle

 not the missing piece to make it complete

write it to make my  approach more subtle

because in person I fear i'd be to bleak

They say forgive and forget

A saying I Chose to ignore and reject

 your actions would be  repeated 

then where's the lesson that you've learned 

morals that you needed 

after many bridges have been burned

now someone else will have their turn

And I wasn't that someone else

so I went on to someone else

before committing to another 

should have been comfortable with yourself

but we jumped  before we knew the distance of the fall 

The same person I jumped for is the same person who I always ignore when they call

There was a feeling at the beginning when I chose to go left instead of right

Just wanted to give it a  chance and give the relationship all of my might 

When I was with you The sun was settled but my days were dark

But started seeing rainbows and gold in my pot when we were apart

It just wasn't meant to be 

My soul doesn't have a mate

Infatuation doesn't allow your eyes to see

but gives you illusions of why you think this is fate

But a candle doesn't always stay lit

You're flowers will eventually die

We just need to accept reality

don't be a slave to your emotions , understand and don't cry. 

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Journey

I Awoke 18 years  ago

Since then I've been waking life

My own policy maker and doer 

of what I believe is wrong and right

Trying to draw a self with random colors

Not caring if they match 

I don't want to be compared to others

Rather be singled out from the batch

Always trying to improve
Learning from mistakes that were made  from the pass I always move
Forward never go backwards
Careful decision maker despite the uncertainty of what happens afterwards

If only I can see  ahead of what omniscient chooses to show
If life is pages in a book why hasn't anyone kindly offered to  foreshadow
I just hope I accomplish  all of  my goals
Confession to the sky  I fear the thought of the day when he chooses what's right stays  and what's wrong goes

Especially if I make an  impact on the way citizens live
Or I acquired more knowledge on how I can give
to those that are in need
I pray to Jireh that he lends more time so I can cook up justice and feed

Angel descended from the heavens
With silly thoughts of Utopia
In this world hope doesn't win you lucky sevens
What it creates is false phobias

But we pray
That as we walk in the darkness
our souls illuminate

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All you need

Violence

Money

Moment of silence

For the bees that attempted to resist the honey

Moment of silence for those who tried to  make a difference

and death is what was returned

Government and institutions causing hindrance

children what have you really learned ?

Moment of silence 

due to the fact that soon we will be silenced

Democracy's a fraud the government believes they know best 

they'll be our guidance

to accomplish there own interest

Were already dead

Robots, Must be the case

we always do what is said

How does one come back to life

on earth where no one is living

soulless bodies

on their knees waiting to be given

I'd say take back
but the majority believes

All you need
religion
Laws
Continuously restraining
or pointing out flaws

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The devil's calling again
Answer or ignore
My soul has been locked
Said he'll give  Knowledge of the key that opens up the door

Filled with desire
Somewhat passionate
To acquire
it all
So when thrown a ball
believe i'm catching it

Won't let an opportunity ever pass me by
Remember the first time My debit card declined in public I wanted to cry
That moment there will never reoccur
A History that won't repeat and the pages of the book have been burned just to be sure

I Haven't been inspired
I don't idolize
Self driven to get what is required
No negotiating when All effort from my body and mind was used I refuse to compromise

Because it's my thought
that triggered my body's movement
Creativity is not taught
Therefore within an institution there is no need for me to be a student

I got sidetracked
I couldn't track the field
So I cross countried
Through the long distance running
A lot was revealed

Not to take the short cut
because your success will be cut short
not everyone strikes and makes the putt
and when you miss after cheating to whom but yourself will you retort ?

What are the chances of me doing the opposite of what I want
A habit was developed along came the passion Now the outcome of what I practice is what I tend to flaunt
Not saying that i'm conceited
But if you drew your art with the colors of your choice and got a perfect picture and nobody believed it
Could actually occur
when doubted sometimes my drawings got messed up I would color outside of the lines everything became a blur

But you erase your mistakes
Get a new blank sheet
Forget about the stakes
wear the shoes that are meant to be on your feet

Once you understand that everything that needs to be accomplished can only be done alone is when you've received your cue
The lines you read on the stage for the part that you thought you couldn't play worked out as if It was just meant for you
Remember you create yourself
To become the best you can be it's not necessary to receive any help

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Decisions...

I hate my thoughts
but my thoughts can make me rich
but I can't be bought
being owned for what I created is not an appealing pitch

Plus patience is the key right
creativity might leave my sight
if sold for the wrong purpose or price
but man  said money helps you get through life not being nice

But my conscience is still with  guilt
as if i'm committing a wrongdoing for showcasing what I as an individual built
I thank Jireh for giving me colors to create the art I drew
but why has the religion forbidden one with wings and label evil if they chose to  flew

I have to look pass in order to get passed
Man is free when not a slave to emotions , but  understands how to control them instead of having them masked.
I just hope i'll last
Produce something placed first
To God I pray and ask
that i'm able to avoid the  curse.


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Question

I lost my mind that says I am

What of me

If my existence i'm not aware of and don't understand

Oh God above me

where am I to find the answer
May I create my own path ,
Or is God the financer
who's given me a destiny that I may not want ,as I said this the priest in the confessional began to  laugh

Well what of free will
if the events that occur in my life lead to what is originally supposed to be
Can't we along with time  just be still
out of this prison  can we flee ?

Once you've left the prison the ultimate truth is discovered
In touch with you're soul then reincarnated depending on Karma
because you're wrong doings in life cannot be covered

I'm young and this bothers me
you have direct communication with God so they say, so Father talk to me
I don't mean to question the almighty
I'm thankful for everything but a lot who follow this religion aren't actually loyal to thee

I'm at the age where curiosity has peaked
when hypocritical things are displayed and i'm forced to conform
that's where the wise ones want answers and for that  they shall sought, and when found it will be leaked

No sugar coding
We are the elites who will be bleak
not the ones who attend church act holy on Sunday
then forget about their promises during the week


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Aware

You're legally considered an adult

Be somewhere at a certain age like told

or choose to revolt

what if one decided to do  the opposite

stand for the rest of your life 

because we always sit

The majority found  comfort within a zone that limits knowledge and individualism

Non -existent democracy , subjects of discipline , or religion all followed and believed in fear of criticism  

The only thing that should be feared is being another pawn unknowingly serving an unseen king

not knowing your apart of the game but day by day having more feathers plucked off  your wing

but is it possible to play the game and not lose ?

to be battered by money , distracted by the media , can one still discover clues ?

Well I walk the path where i'm told I may get lost in the dark

in hopes that I can show and round up all in Noah's ark

The good lives in hut 

The rich lives in a mansion

we work hard everyday but can't get a cut

they betray , lie, and all there wrong doings lead to an expansion

what can you possibly do when you're unable too see

also frightened because those who do take actions end up with an non payable fee ?

Just be aware. 

Though ignorance is bliss.

It affects you so you should care

Acting like it doesn't is amiss 

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Human and pain

We are on and off like a light switch
and change like the season
one man made
and one if not god then  according to man a  scientific reason

Relationship could be labeled as a phase
that sometimes we past
but some can't move forward afraid of the words that will be said last

Fear
lonesome
search
security

is when you decide to confide in another
thought of fear controls you
that even when bad is done, to react to it sometimes you won't bother

Let the cause slide even though it produced a negative effect
People are usually  aware of the results
but still those who do wrong they refuse to  reject

So it's assumed that people like to be hurt
and watching those stay in a verbal or physical abusive relationship
tends to reassert

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