Should smile but you choose to cry

Should have aged but you chose to die

Should have done a lot

should have moved but I park a lot 

Get it ?

Still as glue but expect gold in my pot

want the door to open but won't search for the key to unlock

could make a complete list of what we want

world of opportunity invited us in but we wait outside in the front 

step out of your comfort zone

Ignore all live and learn how to be alone 

forget time and break the watch

don't watch time when already being watched 

that's how important moments are forgot

missing your omen because you're concerned with losing your spot 

when life is a movie but we still audition for a role

the role chose us 

To write the script that's  Gods part they wish they stole

No man has power
that's a silly illusion
so positions of this supposed hierarchy for me stirs up confusion

because when you think you're winning you're actually losing
Money is just paper and I'd like to learn
to whom is it contributing
when man switches his faith from good to evil just to earn

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Is it wrong to be right
I speak the truth but they want a lie
they ask but don't want to hear
ignoring answers due to fear

This world is rotating in the wrong way
The sun shines but yet I see darkness through the day
No man can fix what was not man made
So despite all logic everything will eventually fade

I don't want directions I just want to go
I only hear yes when I'm told no
I pay attention to what you ignore
hoping I'll find something decent in the store
Maybe a clue, possibly a sign
something that will lead to the ultimate truth in time
but I'm discouraged as I set out on my journey
just need to abandon this conditioned society

This world is rotating in the wrong way
The sun shines but yet I see darkness through the day
no man can fix what was not man made
so despite all logic everything will eventually fade

I won't be happy unless I know the truth
no maths or science can bring me to
I wonder if it's the art in me

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Waiting on time..

I try to be nice but still feel neglected
wondering if I lost part of my soul
and if by any chance it could be resurrected
only time will unfold

I'd like to think that I have purpose
but every effort I make turns into failure
and then I feel worthless
any advice on what to do about this ?
He said..
only time will unfold

I could use a sign
till then a drug I'll find
to cope until..
well only time will unfold

Unfold the answer to the question I think I sort of posed
what that question is not even I know
I'm learning to put the pieces in the right places as I grow
but until then
well only time will unfold

As time goes by
and I get old and alone
colour will leave my eyes
words will break my bone

I'll lose everything and  faith
because I decided to wait
what then wise man will you say
he smiled and said
you'll know when time unfolds

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How do you write something beautiful ? How does that ability come about ? I personally don't think it's about how wide your vocabulary is. Is it the type of writing style you use ? The literary devices that are used ? When artist draws is it about the specific utensil they used ? Does it matter if it's a crayon , pencil, led pencil, pastel ? Does the choice of paper they use affect the drawing ? Is it belief in the art that the writer or artist created why what they created comes out beautiful ? Is it something that can be learned ? Can this secret be taken away from you ? Or can you perfect it ? Is it better if you don't think about the outcome of your work and you simply just do it ? Just wondering...

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I do better than those who attend church can my sins not be forgiven ?
They claim to be holy but only for a couple hours.I attempt to live it throughout my day, will I still not be forgiven ? This heaven or hell thing is bothering me...

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One of my fears is being controlled by someone whom I thought I loved. To have another individual feel they have some form of ownership over me. This fear has led me to create an emotional barrier and oppose any chance of having this bitter-sweet fantasy called Love. Observing such experiences from the outside of others relationships has changed the way I perceive not only men but women. This constant fight between the two genders of wanting dominance. Well farewell to Love. I just might not ever allow myself to completely give everything inside of me to someone else.

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It was just A thought

Enjoy life
forget consequences
don't bother to think twice

Why think twice
if life is lived once
you need a little spice
some might think that is dunce

those that think such
are simply a bore
they crave the forbidden touch
and live dull lives but want more

rules are to be broken
ripe fruits are meant to be eaten
even if forbid because it's habited in the garden of Eden

Okay wait I'm lying
leave the taste to your imagination
desires will you lead you to dying
for something sweet will not end my creation

it was just a thought
something bad appeals to me
and religion can be forgot
when you try to shape your destiny

But it's up to the or sorry He
called the almighty
who takes a liken but sometimes dislikes me

hopefully he forgives
because I'm simply just a kid
with some ongoing struggles
who gets depressed and  puts her life up for bid

and plus it was just a thought

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People like to talk about themselves. That person can feel they've established a close relationship with you not based on your traits but the fact that you listen. All people want is someone who will listen to them. They don't want to hear your advice, or your criticism. They just want someone to listen and care. You might try to bring up a certain detail of your day and somehow they will manage to relate it back to themselves. I'm starting to think and believe that it's true. Everyone is for themselves. No one will admit it.

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why do we continue to depend on those who we know will let us down ? Just hoping, maybe next time you'll make an effort to actually be there. Why continue to hope when what you know inside has already been proven ? Humans just place themselves in the position to get hurt. There is that  one person that you will always let yourself be hurt by. Even when you let them go , you will always belong to them.

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