Still don't know

and he's not trying to ether

her emotions never show

But he just can't leave her

Her eyes are empty never whole

as if life has been drawn 

 not in touch with her soul

walks this world but has been gone

This is sex not love 

is what he thinks at night

The act always occurs in the dark

like she doesn't want to be seen in the light

what is it that she fears

he's been there from the start

he doesn't pay attention to the gossip he hears

but there was a  rumor about her broken heart

when did that event take place

he thinks I've done no such thing

then he remembers the look on her face

when she first noticed his ring

Remembers telling her he loves her not

making promises that his marriage will cease 

said it only because he got caught

he thought in situations we make promises to those to put them at ease

They were supposed to meet but received a text  explaining that from his hands she's fled

An hour passed

the cops called her only contact in her phone saying they found her dead

What's the point of this
Just a thought that turned into a visual literary showing
Someone finding pain in what you may feel is bliss

and how often our desires destroys our conscience
our morals slip away
then we become   inhumane for temporary nonsense

                                                                                                                                                         
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What if All your Possessions were Taken away From you
Would you Stop being Materialistic
 open Your eyes To a New path And continue
or is The situation Not simplistic

The object is only worth as much as you choose to value
like Jenny got a ring and loves it more then Matthew
objects get more attention then saying something nice so now who bothers
We love the object more then ourselves and others


And why do we choose to give materialism such power
do possessions define who he or she might be
like buying a rose as opposed to  planting your own flower
materialism blocks spiritual growth but one cannot see

4 cars, 2 houses, 4 gold necklaces , and A dog
has led a man astray
and now walks in the grey fog
but not considered   guilty those are just results from doing his job



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Train of thoughts

The art within

and within art is sin
Bible says it's because of Adam and Eve
sometimes I wonder if I were offered the fruit would I take or it leave

Sometimes I wonder why it's hard to do right
how we fade and blend with the shadows when we were birthed in the light
Sometimes I create theories in hopes someone can prove them wrong
Sometimes Hope makes the path seem short when in reality it's long

Sometimes we purposely convince ourselves were weak when were strong
Pity and dwell on the pass stay in a mood and pick the perfect sad song
That's us allowing ourselves to be controlled by our emotions
emotion aren't innate were a sea and if we want waves we put them in motion

Sometimes I weigh
the balance of evil and good
to see which side I'm leaning towards so that I could stray
if only I actually could

what do the scientist mean we can't access all of our brain
then I wonder who's the traffic cop up there that keeps all the cells in their lane

Sometimes there are times when I feel soulless
wondering what could replenish my soul and bring back the wholeness
possibly my existence when I complete my purpose

Sometimes I wonder what was written
and why I've yet to read
and where the book lays and if it's been hidden from me

Just a train of thought
I hate what I think
and though proven it can be ignored I feel like it still can't be fought








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I know nothing at all
but watch me take a leap of faith
Just pray I don't fall

Life is a scare
People like to act like they don't but they do care
The thought of failure leaves me shedding  pitiful tears
sitting down wondering where I'll be in 20 years

Hopefully I have the job I wanted
Rather be comfortable then wealthy
rich within then having possessions flaunted
possessions can blind the mind which isn't  healthy

How many friends that are present will be in my future tense
with me attempting to have in depth convos and them on the surface none is what I sense
It's not their fault ignorance is comforting it removes the guilt
but now there missing out on bricks that they needed to have their house built

We should listen to Buddha's knowledge that he kindly gave
that desire is the root of all suffering
but how to ignore what majority of humans crave

I still don't the answer
I know nothing at all
I'll take a leap of faith
knowing that I might fall

If only I could withdraw a couple of hundred bucks
disappear on my skateboard
wearing black vans but carry extra pair of chucks

Head into whatever direction
to an unknown destination
where I could be free and need no protection

Where there was no laws
even though we feel without them
there we be chaos

No media
to influence
and make us feel like we don't meet the criteria

how many feel like they misfit
not able to associate with models and business men
because they have their own individual quick wit

is there a place for us ?
the fact that were considered outcast because we don't think the same
doesn't seem so just

So  escape
be your own hero, form your own law, have your own ideas
wear your own cape

Chiraq

How about no one dies today
How about gang members put their guns away
How about the fact that the innocent  pray for this everyday
How about instead of it pausing it gets worse and it continuously replays

How about even though the government is at fault we take responsibility of ourselves
How about instead of a basketball there be a book on the shelf
How about you stop blaming the fact that you live in the area
just because that's your habitat doesn't necessarily mean you need to fit the criteria

How about you gain independence instead of worrying about being accepted
stop acting like a robot by following everything that is suggested
How about you acknowledge that people don't want to see you succeed
opposite direction of where you want to go  is where they will try to lead

How about the meaning of love in previous generations is not the same today
women want money , and man wants girl with no intellect but likes to play
How about young ones who haven't been parented are now parents themselves
and there children are obsessed with partying and drugs like they know nothing else

How about all of this needs to stop
How about someone had finally chosen they want to live by these guidelines
except she or he lives in Chicago and has been reported shot..

Where to find strength when you've run out of hope
the pain is ongoing , you're not good company and your considering drugs as a way to cope
You're not able to sleep and can't remember how to smile
but can remember the crime you committed the most recent charge added to your file

They look at you in disgust doubt that you'll ever recover
and you look at yourself but can only see the image of your lover
you lay in your bed and take all of the blame
feeling that you should have been submissive and give your partner full control to tame

you call and beg for a second chance making promises unaware of whether they will be kept
but you'll say whatever is right to get back in the position even if once again you get left
then you find out that your partner has moved on
after all the years that was devoted to this relationship every brick used to build that house is long gone

but your partner wants to continue to speak because there are issues that are unresolved
wants to keep you in their world and be entertained even though they are already involved
my aren't people so selfish always thinking  of their own needs
How is one able to walk in this garden and just be careless and plant random seeds

but this is what people call love right ?
where your morals go missing and your dreams leave your sight
all for one who says and claim
after the word is said to you life will never be the same

                                                                                                                                             
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